to think dat all the times dat past
my love for u wouldnt have last
but somehow everything ish wrong
iv tried so hard but i just kant move on
theres thing id like to tell about
but at times im left in doubt
i couldnt tell u the things i wanted to
cause of the fear of losing u
but days went by and one day u were gone
leavin my life and moving on
but i couldnt let go of wut we had
i tried so hard to not act sad
and i tried to hide my feeling so it wont show
i even told me frends i was glad to watch u go
i tried so hard to hide it all inside
my tears and everything all i had was my pride
i didnt understand why we broke up in the first place
so i felt like just a discrace
but times have gone and now i know why
its because u wanted to hurt me so u made me cry
u never liked me just messed around
u made me happy but den u put me down
i cant tell u how much u hurt me dat day
u left me alone wid nothing to say
all week long i was stressin over u
thinkin in my mind wut i would ever do
i didnt wanna lose u but i felt the time was near
and there was a feeling in my heart dat gave me fear
but i didnt give up hope of loving u
cause i thgouht u would help me in everythin i go through
but u made life worse for me
u took my happiness aways and made me unhappy
i creid and cired till the sun was gone
i stayed up all nite and even till dawn
still there was no one there
the time made me wonder if u still cared
i couldnt stop thinkin about where u would be
or even if u ever cared about me
when i finally found u again
u made up some shit to make our love end
u sed i cheatd on u wid anothing guy
but u sed i hurt u and u didnt have a reason why
how could u say those things are true
when u know i gave my heart to u
u told me dat u loved me but it was all i lie
so why ish u lying about everything
when im the one u made cry
for the next two weeks u talked hella shit
but for most parts dat aint even it
u constantly sed i lied about everything i do
wen u know dat the only one dat was lying was alwaise u
u called me names like bitch and hoe
but i didnt talk back cause i knwo ur heart ish cold
i couldnt talk back to the one i once loved
for he was the one i always dreamed of
but now life has changed and so have i
the girl u once knew has another guy
im happy now wid everything i need
and i feel like i have the strength to succeed
my life ish turned back around
and now nothing could ever let me down
so erase all the thing u think i know
cause im not the same lil girl
im more wise and happiyer now
home u find ur happiness somehow..........
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